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Now more than ever... posted Mar 25th 2011, 8:55PM

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...I wish I was born a man. The fact I feel this way, the wrong gender in this ugly body* and incapable of becoming what society accepts as a 'man' is making me bawl like a wee babe and I can't stop myself. And it does not help that figuring out which bathroom to use is correct since I keep getting disturbed looks. I also hear small things like, 'Why is that guy going into the girls restroom?' 'That dude is a chick! Why is she going into the -mens-?' Along with some cruel things that I do not wish to get into here.

I want a binder so badly. I want to be who I am on the inside, not without. But at this rate I will never achieve it and forever be this girl who is only appreciated by others for her giant bust and stupidity.

I want to be with a man who accepts trans-gendered people, or is gay, and would not mind being with an FTM. But at this rate... it seems impossible.

I do not like feeling this way.

I do not like this life.

*Mnd I do not think women are ugly; only MYSELF as a woman since it is NOT who I am.

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